Lately

Everything has melted and spring has finally sprung! A few beautiful rain showers and the glorious sun gleamin down is wonderful compared to all the snow. I'll miss the snow though, but in a few months it'll be back. Lol. Well soccer started. I made JV. Whoop whoop. It feels good to get outside and moving again, and with a soccer ball under my feet is one of the times i feel most alive! There is one thing missing though. True happiness. True absolute joy. The team i play for is pretty crabby and not very encouraging and the coach has me playing at a completely new position I've never played before and its not very fun. Its like midfeild and i run up and down the feild with the ball and its hard to keep up. I rarely touch the ball and I just.... I was hoping it would be fun but keeping my head up is getting harder. Who knows, maybe it will progress into something better but i have doubts. So that's just a little bloop of life right now. Nothing exciting really but you guys should comment and tell me all about softball becuase i miss it and my team terribly!

The Lost Get Found (Britt Nicole)

Hello my friend.

I remember when you were so alive with your wide eyes.

Then the light that you had in your heart was stolen.

Now you say that it ain't worth sayin.

You wanna run but you're hesitatin.

I'm talkin to me.



Don't let your light go down.

Don't let your fire burn out.

Cause somewhere somebody needs a reason to beleive.

Open your eyes up now.

Don't be afraid to stand out.

That's how the lost get found.

That's just part of that song that i love very much. It's spoken to me, to my heart, recently. If you listen to the rest of it, you might find you like it! This song taught me that no matter where i am, there's still Christ's light to shine and i intend on doing so. Lol i just... don't really know where to start. How to start. Maybe you guys out there have some suggestions :)